Ok girls after being very quiet on my own blog but avidly still reading everyone else's blogs i've decided to start blogging again. I guess i have been very nervous about this upcoming cylce. I just don't know how i will cope if it doesn't work. On the upside though i was at a party on saturday night and was suppose to be off the grog but once there decided what the heck it will be my last drink of bubbly till bubs arrives (fingers crossed my next cycle works). I had a champagne flute in one hand and the wine bucket with bubbly in it under the other arm (as there was no table). That night 3 people asked me was i pregnant.......i laughed i mean honestly would i be if i was drinking? Than it dawned on me some people take pregnancy for granted and keep drinking and smoking. Its the first time i've been able to laugh at this question in a long time with out feeling like a failure or that i was jinxing myself.
